2008 Reflection

I’ve been 19 years 3 months 27 days old tonight. Tonight is the new year’s eve of 2009. I’m alone in my room, I got nothing to do so I did this.

I can not say that I’ve been a real adult getting out of 2008.

There are so many things I learnt in 2008. It’s a kinda bitter-sweet year for me.

I learnt much much more things about friendship, about teenage love affair, about family, about independency, about controlling my emotions,about responsibility, et ce te ra.

I won’t tell one by one what I have learnt from ‘em but The Red Line of all is that:

“FAMILY AND FRIENDS LAST AND STAY FOR EVER BUT TEENAGE LOVE-AFFAIR DOESN’T”

It sounds classic but it brought so many things to me, not to love someone too deeply and so blindly.

"Can’t wait to get home
Baby dial your number
Can u pick up the phone
Cause I wanna holla
Daydreaming about you all day
In school can’t concentrate
Want have your voice in my ear
‘Till mama comes and says it’s too late
Cause the lights are on outside
Wish there was somewhere to hide
Cause I just don’t want to say goodbye
Cause you are my baby baby

Nothing really matters

I don’t really care
What nobody tell me
I’m gunna be here
It’s a matter of extreme importance it’s
My first teenage love affair

I love our secret meetings
On the 5th floor stair case
I’m gonna give you this letter
Of all the things I can’t say
Want you to be my first my last my ending and beginning(yeah)
I wrote your name in my book
You last name my first
I’m your Mrs.

Cause the lights are on outside
Wish there somewhere to hide
I just don’t want to say goodbye
Cause you are my baby baby

Hey boy
You know I really like being with u
Just hanging out with you is fun

So maybe we can go to first base
Because I feel you
Second base
Want you to feel me too boy
Third base
Better pump the breaks
Oh baby slow down
I gotta go home now

Cause the lights are on outside
Wish there was somewhere to hide
Cause I just don’t want to say goodbye
Cause you are my baby baby"

Alicia Keys-Teenage Love Affair